i don't think anyone is visiting this dust invested blog anymore. and i don't know why i'm even blogging here. anyway, the new term is starting in 2 days' time and i'm absolutely not looking forward to it. apart from the terrible core modules i'm getting, i seem to have a phobia of exams now. last sem's results were way below expectation and from the amount of effort i've put in, i feel that i deserve better. honestly speaking. lonliness? yeah perhaps. that was the main reason why i took up aerobics and kickboxing last sem. and i secretly dread the committees i'm currently involved. well, not anymore if someone happens to chance upon this ol' blog.
am i someone who's afraid of revealing the inner, vulnerable part of me? or am i someone who just doesn't like talking about myself? somehow these 2 points are inter-linked right? okay whatever then. i don't want people to know when i'm upset or what i'm upset about. i choose not to start mentioning about it right from the start. i don't want people to know, how affected, how scared, how terrible i truly feel deep down.
please. let it be a better sem.
take me with you
9:24 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
ok i'm officially moving to wordpress! i'll still keep this blog though. =) till then, guys! ciao!
take me with you
8:07 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
attempted to blog at livejournal but i'm not familiar with it yet. so i'll still be blogging here for the time begin, till i've figured how to use livejournal. haha!
anyway, second last paper ended yesterday afternoon. it was totally draining! haha. last paper next wednesday, like finally. but sadly my holiday mood has already set in. plus i'm at home now, am soooo reluctant to start on calculus. haha.
i wanna shop shop shop!
TO LOVE YOU MORE (Celine Dion)
Take me back in the arms I love Need me like you did before Touch me once again And remember when There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart She won't love you like I will I'm the one who'll stay When she walks away And you know I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew Hold me so you can't let go Just believe in me I will make you see All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
And some way all the love that we had can be saved Whatever it takes we'll find a way
I'll be waiting for you Here inside my heart I'm the one who wants to love you more You will see I can give you Everything you need Let me be the one to love you more
take me with you
2:35 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
this is my second weekend in hostel! haha... anyway i'm feeling kind of weary, not from studying but from the long talks! haha. could hardly wait for the 26th man. being stuck on this island is no fun but too bad at home's a huge distraction. heh.
anyway Lau Vincent treated angela and I to sakae on friday. and the kind me accompanied him when he sent her home to tampines first before heading back to ntu. like so free right?! hahaha. this sem is so gonna be a disaster for me. ughhh!!
okay it's raining elephants here now, what a nice and cosy weather to sleep in. oh well. heh am meeting my parents for dinner later! i love them (:
well it's gonna be the last 2 weeks for people like seng and lau vincent before they graduate from nanyang island. it's kinda sad that they're leaving. wonder how are we gna get through next sem... boo!
so here are some photos we'd taken few weeks back! Lv, anne and seng cooked pasta for us! heh =)
I think about the years I spent, just passin' through I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand, you've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan, that is comin' true
Every long lost dream, led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you
take me with you
3:22 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
erh why like that! i just finished one paper but why do i feel like as though i've completed the whole exam. hahaha. seriously i think the sem 2 disease is eating into me. it has got to be lau vincent who spreaded it to me! hahaha. yesyes you've been our chauffeur for the past 2 weeks and your effort has been greatly appreciated. quit going on and on about how we're making use of you ok... we're not like you remember? LOL.
most people have already listed out their post-exam activities. so far for me it's only doing special sem and going HONGKONG. i'm not particularly thrilled about it but it definitely beats going to erm... China. haha.
okok i'm going to school to muggggggg! gd luck to those having papers tomorrow and next week! speaking of which, it's somebody's treat tomorrow! heh. many thanks in advance, LV!
this is a super emo song that i've been replaying for about a gazillion times already!
in an entry 2 years ago... there's so much i wish f0r these days, but m0st of all, i wish y0u were here. its strange, but before i met y0u, i c0uldn't remember the last time that i cried. n0w, it seems that tears c0me easily to me...but y0u have a way of making my s0rrows seem w0rthwhile, of explaining things in a way that lessens my ache. y0u are a treasure, a gift and when we're t0gether again, i intend to h0ld you until my arms are weak and i can do it n0 l0nger. my th0ughts of you are s0metimes the only things that keep me g0ing.
take me with you
10:58 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
hungry muggers' festival in NTU during exam period.
take me with you
3:23 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
to all ntu islanders, let the battle begins! just 3 weeks away from (temporary) liberation! best of luck to all ((:
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry; cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do.
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide.
take me with you
11:54 PM
Thoughts
Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times
Her
elizabeth; TheRoyal
since 1987
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